history for worms
history for worms.
The woods of our home were once honeycombed,
pockets carved by hyenas scrounging for yesterday.
I might have buried the yellow-bellied dolphin,
his matted cerulean cradling tears for safekeeping;
If a child pulls him from the loam and picks away each mote,
he could have enough strength left for her feelings too.
Earth harbors stories in her belly like this:
A wooden bird, leveled wings perfectly postured
save for a cavernous split down one side, flight hindered;
or muted lavender, stripped from the hem of her mother's efforts,
a secret tucked beneath haphazard stitches —
We are tethered to eternal Things, memories flitting on the surface,
the child’s cheek pressed to the dry earth in search
of that telling glint of a glass bead,
scraps of ribbon and broken jacks, mundane fossils for romantics.
We are history for worms
scattered in tumuli for a metallic someone
I am the yellow-bellied dolphin lost
somewhere between St. Louis and now
who waits for the girl of the future.
Rebecca Bell (she/her) is a queer writer based in Southeast Missouri, U.S.A. Her whimsical short story "Lava Games'' was included in the Journey: Literary Magazine in 2017, and won an award for fiction that same year. More recently, her poem "kepler-186f" appeared in Savant-Garde's fourth issue, and her poem "the highlight reel is filled with you" will appear in the upcoming issue of Superfroot. You can find her and her additional projects on Twitter @belkastle.
Artwork by Noor Althehli